i hope i was not there, seeing u bitch-ing wif others.. i hate u.. i realli do.. i do not wish to, but u r the one who forced me.. u made me hate the other side of u.. and i hate it to the core.. why do u have to make mi hard to breathe.. make me feel like killing u.. make me feeling to let u know my presence.. make me have to let others feel my presence.. why do u have to be perfect in front of the ****.. how do u made the others trust u and love u.. how did u managed to make every1 protect u as if u are the most precious gem on earth.. i hate to hate u.. i wish that i am one of those who love u and want to protect u.. but i cant do it.. u made me lose every thing.. my dignity, my mind, my pride, my thinking, the most important, my beloved ones.. in front of me, u told me that i am number 1.. but who knows things behind me.. i am nothing.. nothing to u.. i always have to try my best to act like nothing is going on.. i had enough of it.. i had enough of acting.. i had enough of trying to hide every thing.. i had enough of storing every thing in my heart and not able to tell any1.. i hate it.. i have never been such a bitch.. but i can hold no longer.. i cant hide my feelings any longer.. please.. let me go.. let me off.. stop all ur ****ing attitude..

dun ask me who.. i dunno either.. if u tink its u, u are wrong.