i realli hate to leave.. hate to leave compass heights.. this was wat i was thinkin when mi, yt and aloy were sittin on the wall.. we kind of enjoyed the nite.. away from the noise.. away from everyone.. it was jus like the beach at nite.. without anyone.. i am free of everything now.. lookin out of the window.. the sky is quiet.. the room is quiet.. i can even hear the sound of the fan spinning.. i am all alone.. but i dun feel lonely.. instead, i am living in the world of my own.. with my own rules, my our imaginating space, my own dreams.. with him.. the moon is veri sharp, is tat wat ppl call last quarter? maybe..

i heard of a story of last quarter.. its abt wat happened to a gal who met a man in a weird hse tat ppl thought was haunted.. she fell in love veri quickly within two weeks of living with him in the hse.. one dae, the man asked whether the gal want to leave wif him.. they decided to meet at a junction and leave together be4 the moon appear.. but she was too late.. he left without her.. she ran across the junction, but she was knocked down and was in coma after tat.. her spirit went back to the hse and was trap there.. she lived there all alone.. hoping tat he will come back to bring her away.. 1 dae, a gal went into the hse.. she was able to see her spirit becoz their accident happened to be on the same dae.. the gal and her fwend promised to help her to find him.. they found out tat he was a rock star 19 years ago.. but died in a accident soon after his sister died becoz of an illness.. it happen tat tat nite which he met wif the accident was a last quarter moon nite.. and the same last quarter moon will appear every 19 years.. the haunted hse was the hse that he and his sister was living.. he left to another world without her.. she was even devastated when she found out tat her last life was the sister of him.. she got all the memory of them together 19 years ago and could not believe tat he died.. she know tat she love him not only as a sister but she had to chose.. chose to continue living as the gal she was or to leave wif him to another world.. in the end, she chose to continue living and let him go.. she did not noe whether she made the rite choice.. but found out later tat her boyfriend tat she had all along was the nxt life of him..

i mean who knows.. whether we were friend, family or even lovers the last life.. wat will happen to us 19 years later, when the same moon rises.. wat happened to us 19 years ago.. when the moon was there.. at the same spot.. the moon will be the same every 19 years... but how long will we have to wait to have everything in the same place again.. happening to the same person again.. the same words spoken.. i dunno.. it seems to be hard and painful to think of this.. it seems to be difficult to think of the future.. it seems to be tough to rmb every1 everything every place.. it seems painful to love some1 and wait 4 some1 to love u...